my own world..

selangor open

2010-03-19T22:28:00.001-07:00

it's tough for people to face their problem themselves..
luckily they have their own friends that can share problem with..
but..
i'm not the one who someone can share problem
what can i do?
nothing right?
still...
i'm sad for the someone
i hope that i'm the one that someone can share secret or problems to...
but still
that not much different
*Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it’s the middle that counts the most*
is that truth?
i miss someone..
but when i saw that someone,i regret that i came to this competition
maybe i shouldn't even joined fencing?
so that i won't be so sad now..
but still...
i'm not regret for joining fencing?
because i can learn many things from fencing
learn my mistakes and learn how to overcome my nervousness
and met all those cute juniors like
Umair,Iqhwan,Azwan,Anuar,Najmi,CHOO,SEE
know my friends
Ru,Leong,Xing,Nee
my coach : COACH QUAH WEI LOON
COACH SENG YUH MIN
my seniors : Kenny,Oon Ren,Ivy,Jaslyn,Hooi Ming,Kelvyn....
LOL!!!
I'M SAD!!!!!!!!!

7/2/10

2010-02-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

at last i updated my half rotten blog lol
form 3's life is quite good
at least i enjoy it now?
but
monday reach home around 6 if got rumah
tuesday 2.30 tuition till 4.30.
straightly go piano around 5
after that 7 back home and take dinner to prepare for fencing
wednesday free whole day
thursday sometimes with duty
night fencing
friday
back home sleep till 4
wake up and prepare for tuition again
weekends i won't mention d
LOL
AGRHHHH!!!
busy life
but if i didn't plan my schedule like that
guess i'll think about those nonsense thingy again?
i hate myself
i'm mad~~~
CNY is coming soon
but i don't feel like hoping it?
haizz
everyday still the same
i told myself to me hide my feelings N times
but i still can't do it?
can anyone teach me?
no one will answer me
=)
hope that i'll stay happy la
haizz

i'm sorry

2010-01-02T08:52:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry again
really sorry
haiz
i know that i should not force you to say out
the 2nd time i asked you and call you to reply me is not to ask you is it she rejected you but to make sure that you're alright
haiz
i know i've done a mistake again
but i don't know what should i do to let you forgive me
i really hope that you'll forgive me
and
i'll leave you alone
=/
hope you'll be happy

31/12/09

2009-12-31T06:06:00.000-08:00

1st time tried the motorcycle in vietnam
OMG
my poor little heart
LOL
it's so ci ji!
or i should say that it's very hiong?
hâhx
i'm very kin jiong when i sit on that
until my backbone is straight for the whole journey
LOL
it's hiong really
i'm afraid that after i sit for the 2nd time,
i wonn't be able to see my friends and my friends wơn't be able to see me again too lol
my poor little heart really
hẫh
but anyway it's a good try for me
hehe

28-12-09

2009-12-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

have my holiday in vietnam quite a time
started to enjoy the food here lol
we changed 3 hotels in vietnam
the things here are cheap like hell man
LOL
i bought around 30 key chains for my friends
they cost me a lot of $$
LOL
the third hotel which i use to online now is better
at least i can go facebook
LOL..
suddenly miss many things in my life
my fencing
my piano
my fencing friends
my coachs
my primary friends
and my lovely time with all my good friends
haiz.
i tried to forgive you
but i realize that i cannot
i'm sorry

1st day in vietnam

2009-12-24T18:39:00.001-08:00

23/11/09
have a night train to KL
our train delayed to 10.30pm
LOL
the cafeteria in the train charged us a lot lol
reach KL around 6.30
aunty gim ean fetched us to her house and we rest a while there
around 11.30am,
we get the LRT to KL Central
after that we board a bus to LCCT
have our chicken rice as lunch in the airport
haha
2nd time went to holiday by aeroplane
LOL..
so excited!
imagine my feeling when the aeroplane started to fly
haha
reached Vietnam around 3.45pm
cousin's friend is waiting for us there
LOL
went to check in the hotel and have a bath
at night, we went to the pasar malam there
tonight is christmas-eve and it's very re nao there lol

fescom

2009-12-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

19-12-09
1st day..
work as ass DT again(i think)
LOL..
went to have lunch with many people
haha
greenlane mcd.
enjoy ourself..
some more got people belanja..
so syiok
LOL
anyway
it's quite a tiring day..
but..
it's still worth that i can enjoy myself
xD
LOL..
radhi be the referee for the whole day..
because he's the only one who knows all about three weapons LOL
ahha.
20-12-09
i fence..
and lose..
haiz..
DE lose to tan xing
never mind..haha
wei loon said i got improve =)
LOL..
whole day didn't ate anything..
around 5 something reached home and ate a lot..
xD
21-12-09
last day..
radhi is the only referee again..
i'm sorry~~
haha
but i got taught him cai hong's half chorus
worth it gua?
haha
team events?
haiz.
lose to jaslyn their team..
thanks jaslyn for giving me so many chances to attack you
i really appreciate it la leng lui..
learned many things from everyone this 3 days
especially wei loon
anyway thanks ya wei loon =)..
i didn't say about your bad words k?
xD
here's some picture during this few days
xD

13/12/09

2009-12-12T19:22:00.000-08:00

quite tired this few days..
thursday training from 3 to 6..
friday onwards including weekends until next wednesday training from 3-10.30??
the break time is from 6 to 7..
haiz..
tired everyday..
but.
it's still for our own good right?
haiz.
preparing ourself for the next competition---------FESCOM
haiz..
i don't want to fence la..
i want to become DT?
hahahah
LOL..
really tired..
haiz..
i don't want to go piano today!!
but still...
need to go
haiz

i'm really sorry..

2009-12-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

heyy
SH,
i'm really sorry..
i hope that you can forgive me..
actually i know that WQ is chasing her earlier..
but i hide it from you because i scared that you'll get hurt..
i'm really sorry..
i told WQ that if you really know this,please don't tell you that i know it too..
i'm afraid that you'll blame me..
actually..
i'm really for your good de...
i really afraid that you and WQ de relationship will just broke like that..
and i don't want that to happen..
so..
i'm sorry for didn't being honest to you..
really sorry
thank you for treating me as your best friend
and i don't know whether you can still treat me as your best friend after this...
T^T

1/12/09

2009-12-01T07:52:00.000-08:00

went to queensbay at 12.30pm..
meet up with chia ti,sheue ru,tan xing and shyan jing...
went to kim gary again for our lunch..
kher nee join us after that..
went to cinema and we plan to watch new moon..
but..
the time is 2.30..
hehe..
so we can only watch one movie and we choose christmas carol..
saw milo working at gsc..
quite shock actually..
hehe..
the movie starts at 3.55pm.
so we wnt to popular and other places to spend our time..
after watching a christmas carol..
went to EX shop..
hehe..
saw a purse that is quite yeng??
haha..
it 50% off..
i called mum and asked her see whether can i buy..
hehe..
she agreed~!!
lol..
haha..
after that meet with we wei loon and ching wen at j.co
haha..
we chat a lot..
it's more like a gathering than an outing..
haha..
lol..
there's a group picture of that=)

from left,
chia ti, kher nee,shyan jing,tan xing,me,wei loon,jaslyn,ching wen and sheue ru..
the one who is behind ching wen is jaslyn's friend
lol..
after that..
jaslyn drove us back for our dinner..
just imagine..
a kelisa with jaslyn,me,tan xing,kher nee,sheue ru,shyan jing and chia ti??!!
OMG!!
HIONG?
haha
lol
quite enjoy myself today=)
haha..
thank you all my friends..
thanks for letting me to have a nice outing with you all!!
xD

GP FINAL

2009-12-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

went to GP final by bus at 10am, saturday..
reached our hotel----->JULIET INN around 4pm...
rest in the hotel for a while..
after that, went to competition venue with wei loon,jaslyn and tan xing with taxi..
OMG..
the taxi fare is EXPENSIVE!
lol
back from the venue and we walked to sunway pyramid...
ate kim gary as our dinner..
only ivy,jaslyn and hooi min didn't join us..
hehe..
after that walked back to our hotel and rest...
chat for a while with jaslyn,tan xing and sheue ru until 12 something..
after that went to sleep..
although we cannot sleep..
after i fall asleep for a while..
tan xing who slept beside me turn her body here and there so i woke up..
i thought it is late..
when i saw sheue ru's hp..
it's 5.55am d..
i woke up with sheue ru and tan xing..
we walked out to fill up our water..
sheue ru stayed in the room with jaslyn who is asleep..
after that..
when we went back to the room
i prepare my things to go and bath..
manazai...
suddenly i heard...
CHIN EAN!!! don't bath 1st!!!it's only 2.16am??!!
what a big different from 5.55am??
lol
after i cannot feel asleep..
but i force myself to do it..
haha...
we chat for a while after we woke up..
hehe..
after i woke up for the second time..
it's the time..
went to bath and packed my things..
jaslyn is the last one who woke up in our room
haha...
cause she's the only fencer...
fencer gets the priority..
lol
woke up and cooked cup mee as my breakfast..
and of course for my dearest coach too..
haha..
after that went to the competition venue..
haha
the 1st one who reach after penang team is tzerchyuan lol
haha..
working as an assistant DT with wei loon and tan xing...
hehehe..
quite enjoy myself in this trip
or i should say..
this is a NICE TRIP?!
hahaaa...
xD

GP final

2009-11-30T01:20:00.000-08:00

went to gp final on saturday..
i lovess it so much..
hehee..
quite enjoy myself for being ass DT..
haha..
i know that i did many mistakes and my mouth cannot stop talkinfg..
hehe..
sorry lah wei loon..
hehe..
i'll try to change=)
if i can..
hehe

14/11/09

2009-11-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

long time didn't update my blog d..
haiz.
busy busy busy lol
today went to buy pmr books at prangin popular.
after that mummy drop me to buy mcd ice-cream..
haha
so delicious...
lol
went to eat dinner just now..
it's my primary school prom night i think..
lol...
nothing more..
hehe

specialy for jirachi..xD

2009-10-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

er..
today i met you in school for many times i think
everytime you seems very siao aneh
but today when i online i saw you wrote "也许我该学你把心给封锁起来。。。"
zzz..
so weird lahh
why people's mood can change so fast??
don't understand although my mood can turn from good to bad even in 3 seconds time
haha..
btw...
just wanna tell you
don't be frustrated lol
everything can solve de
sometimes if we don't solve it,it will just dissapear
but if we try to solve it,it will be more difficult
kan kai jiu hao
my dear senior~~
i trust you that you can do it lol..
jiayous..
haha
(see i so good got a special post for you..hahaxD)

19/10/2009

2009-10-19T03:20:00.000-07:00

watch zhong ji san guo again
i lovesss it so much
haha
exam's coming soon
haizzz
i hate exam!!
feel like not taking my grade 8
it's so hard
my eyes are going to stick together when i see the notes
haizz
but..
what can i do?
nothing
haha
still i need to feel it
haiz
i hope that they will be really happy lah
don't always wear a mask,all my friends

6/9/09

2009-10-05T19:07:00.000-07:00

today i wake up at 9.30 and started to study my geografi
zzz
exam is coming soon
i must pia pia pia
haha
i want to up class next year lol
today we are going to our dear dear K1H
haha
i miss there so much
but
now that classroom is spoilt because K1K study there lol
haha
swt lehh
xD
hope i will have a nice day there
see you soon
my dear K1H
haha

18/9/09

2009-09-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

a brand new morning for me lol..
tired..zzz...
i wanna sleepp~~
xD
i have 5 mr. mystery in holiday
a set of log book to copy
and some other homework to do lol..
xD
haizzz...
my holidays seems so sienzz...xD
btw..
hope you all enjoy your holiday
(but i know no one will see this haiz)

26/8/09

2009-08-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

16/8/08-
i went to redbox for the 1st time
after 1year and 10 days---29/8/09
i went to redbox for the 2nd time
12.58--reached redbox
then do a member card...
TT
my RM 5 FLEW AWAY
haizz.
after that mum went into the room with me
while waiting for yee suan shuang yun and chicken,i sing love story
haha
after shuang yun and yee suan came,chicken also reached d..
we four sing and sang for almost 2 hours!!!
my throat!!
haha
after that something make me angry happend
went to snooker there find others,no one there
fine!!!
went to ding ding there also no one!!!
WTF???
i called them and seong ho told me...we're in queensbay
FINE!!!
later he sms me...we are in gurney lahh
WTF?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we meet and wei qin ask us,we wanna play snooker anot
i asked him back
if no how??
he answered:then u all go walk lahh
fine..
so
at the end we girls walk ourself
i spent RM15.90 for yee suan's birthday!!
OMGGG
my $$ flew away again
but after that we meet up others again
we went to ding ding
guess what i saw weiyu!!OMG..lol
met zhi ying so we challenge the race car
1st--seong ho
2nd--???
3rd-- zhi ying
......
......
......
7th--yee suan
8th-- me...haizz..the last
lol
after that went back to snooker...
shuang yun wanted to eat so we break up again lol
lastly meet with the boys for the last time and i played snooker
1st time
haha
i shoot in two ballssss
hahahhaa
quite happy
but
remain moodless after i've gone back..
until now..
haiz

21/8/09

2009-08-21T08:55:00.001-07:00

today is yee suan's birthday...
i wish her happy birthday and hope she enjoys her sweet 14 lol
xD
we celebrate merdeka in school today
the drama group are so good!!
and some more so chubi!!
xD
haha
we sang the jalur gemilang,keranamu malaysia and tanggal 31
we clapped our hands!!
haaha
i think pn lim will be very kekki
haha
lol
she said what influenza A and H1N1 is different lahh
blah blah blah
haha
xD
after that
collect the chairss
ahahaha
at night went to fencing
i miss fencing a lot
i didn't go for training for almost one month d
haha
coach rizal said i still maintain
hahaha
happy??
or i should be sad??
i don't know
haizz

betong trip(15/8/09-16/8/09)

2009-08-16T18:46:00.000-07:00

went to betong as the title
stay there for 1 night
haha
here's some pictures about my trip lol
xD

me,my relative,daddy,mummy and kor kor

betong scenery at night

daddy with his zodiac sign-snake

mummy with her zodiac sign-dog

and last me and my zodiac sign-pig

daddy in the hot spring with the dragon lol
hehe
that's all about my trip

11/8/09

2009-08-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

after woke up,straightly go and practise my piano
OMG!!
my contrary motion so geli!!!@@
xD
haha
after that went to hong shen's place to practise again
hahahaaa
all my pieces quite ok...
the piano is so good!!
haha
hope to have a new piano soon!!!
hahaa
after exam
i went to butterworth with dad and mum
waited for almost 1hour then only can go to JUSCO
hahaa
ate KFC then went to buy big apple donut
hahaaa
so syiok
xD
after that went to eat BAK KUT TEH
haha
quite enjoy myself today
haha
hope i can pass my piano test
~~

random--emo quotess

2009-08-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

random--emo

2009-08-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

random

2009-08-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

if u all hate me,
just tell me..
no need to hide that from me..
u are just using me..
when you're down.
i am there beside u..
but now u are not alone..
so surely u will kick me off right??
i am really very sad..
even if you all don't like my attitute,
just tell me!!
don't say my bad words behind me!!!
sometimes i want to treat u as how u treat me....
but i can't...
maybe i treat u as my friend
but *friend* this word for u is very meaningless??
i don't know
i just know that i am going to peng kui!!
hope that i can just end my life now..
nothing is meaningful for me
maybe i am really fated that i won't have any friends
and i am fated to be lonely??
everyone is using me..
but i stand it...
but what did i get??
nothing
even a friend??
sad..

5/8/09

2009-08-06T05:23:00.000-07:00

maybe i am too easy to get angry??
but i really tried to control myself...
i'm sorry if i have make u angry or hate me...
i'm really sorry
i didn't mean it
but i really can't deny that u really hurt me a lot within 1 hour
i waited for someone to comfort me..
but..no one did it..
maybe i need to lick it myself...
two people hurt me today
then??
nothing happend
no one comfort me,
no one cares for me,
even 1 sentence how are u??are u still ok
stupid me...
they prefer to be silence than talking
haha...
how STUPID am I???!!!

20/7/09-22/7/09

2009-07-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

monday
went to school earlier cause wanted to see the basketball match
1st--blue & purple BLUE wins
2nd--green & yellow GREEN wins
haiz..
guess it...
that's the results
xD

tuesday
red vs green--GREEN WINS AGAIN!!
lol
we should expect it...
xD
can't deny that green team is good..
stamina,tecnique,shot??
all their skill are so good..
red also not bad lah
thanks to all of our team...
thanks for your effort..
especially
1. AH DU
2. CHIA TI
3. ZHI PEI
4. JUN FANG
5. FELICIA
u all did it!!
11-38
i know it is no good
but still it is quite ok lah
xD
i am sorry...
i didn't play well in the game
i am very sorry...
i hope that we will play again next year...
xD
the last year for zhi pei ah du and jun fang
thankssss to you all
YOU ALL ARE THE BEST!!!
xD
enjoy your days =]

11/7/09

2009-07-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

daddy and mummy went to KL
wake up at 9 something online till 12 something
hehe...
go to buy lunch for myself and my brother
RM5.50 hehee... two dishes
valuable leh???
xD
afterwards online read novel and chatting
hehe...
eat 5 big apple donuts whole day
hiong leh???
xD
after that walked to buy laksa...
hahax..
then watched tv and movies
the movie high school musical
lol...
sienz...
then
online again~~~~~
read novel again
heheehx....
btw
so sienz
and boring...
haiz

10/7/09

2009-07-10T22:53:00.001-07:00

it's a schooling day again
everyday the same
haiz
maybe i really should leave that...
almost all of them dislike and hate me...
but if i leave,
how bout flower??
i don't want to let her sad because i am leavaing
haiz....
but maybe if i leave,
after a while,
she will be happy as usual??
haizz...
so confused...
~~~~

at last

2009-07-08T21:14:00.001-07:00

muahahahahaha
at last i finished my blog layout
wakakakakaakaka
i am so proud of it...
xP..
i did it in the school SAL LAB...
muahahahaha...
any comments bout it please leave it in the chatbox..
thanks...
hope u guys have a nice day
=]

9/7/09

2009-07-08T18:23:00.000-07:00

quite moody today..
haiz..
everyday also the same..
nothing different
today i am very sleepy in class
but i don't want to sleep
u know why??
(a childish reason)
it is because i afraid that when i wake up i won't be able to see my friends and family again.
childish right??
i know it..xD
mayve i am fated to be hate by other people?
haiz...
i spent a lot of time to decorate my layout lol..
haiz...
the link want i still don't know how to do...
haiz
anyone who know it can teach me??xD

30/6/09

2009-06-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

或许我真的该放弃了。
我真的败了，而且败给我自己。
很可笑吧??
这就是我
今天我喝了两罐汽水，
拼命的喝
希望我的肚子能忍受,我的残忍虐待。
放弃，为什么？？
放弃好吗？
每个人都劝我放弃，可是，我真的做得到吗??
我对自己没信心。
苦也哭过了，笑也笑过了，伤心也伤心过了。
剩下的就是放弃吧??
我没放弃过他吧？？
一直以来都不曾。
或许人家说得对：
不属于我们的东西无论我们多努力都不会属于我们的吧。
我真的该学习长大了。
不该为了他而moody或emo整天。
不过，我能做到吗？
我不确定。

26/6/09-28/6/09

2009-06-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

Grand Prix 2/2009 in Bukit Jalil
lol...
1st day
when we reached the hostel...
i almost fainted!
the hostel condition is so bad!!!
lol...
some more very hot...
that night the bus driver didn't drives us out so Coach Rizal call MCDelivery....
2nd day
competition day....
1st round i didn't win anyone in my pool
haiz....
so sad...
afterwards i fence with ying duo again??!!
everytime also i lose when i fence with her lol....
after that i go to help yuh min to become a scorer and time keeper...
quite enjoy myself that time...XD
3rd day
DT day lol...
i work whole day hahax....
actually DT job also not bad larh....
XD
hehex....
liong play today....
i thought he always be the referee but today he fence...
OMG!!!!
i almost fainted too when i saw he fence...
really geng lah...
i heard some one said that he and the wong tzer chuan is national team want
haha...
liong get into semi final
before 1 mins rest,his score is 0-8
after the rest,he chase until the score is 13-15
OMG!!!!
he is so geng lol...
XD....
but still he did not win...
haiz....
radhi is quite cute too...
hahaaxx

24/6/09

2009-06-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

2 more days to junior circuit
haiz.
don't know whether i can win a medal
even bronze
when i go to bukit jalil,
chin hing and chin kimg will be back from KL
haiz..
i miss them a lot lol.
but i can't meet tiok chin hing too..
T.T
today rou ning suddenly want us to duty for the teachers' day de...
then i went and saw chi yuen and her friends dancing...
cool and yeng man!!!@@.XD
zi thung and her friends perform harmonica with drum and piano!!!
so nice@@...
haiz.
it's a waste i can't see that....
TT...
wish me good luck in my competition bah!!
XD

14/7/09

2009-06-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

last day of the holiday lol
haiz..
the holiday is gone now..
haiz..
need to pull my socks and get ready for a new semester lol..
erm
actually quite happy but still can't see the show anymore..
haiz.
sad or happy??
sad can't watch the show and happy cause can meet my friends..lame right??==
haiz..
whole holiday don't know do what..
just practising the lowside blue..
haiz..
it's so tough!!!
i hope that august won't come so fast
cause got piano exam
but i still hope that august will come soon
cause my birthday lol
but if i want my birthday,i need to take the exam first lol
haiz..
confusing...
my A piece ok d B piece half almost 1 page and C piece just 1/4 nia..
haiz
so confused..
some more worry about the test marks.
haiz

penang fencing junior circuit 1

2009-06-08T18:18:00.000-07:00

6/7/09
competition day
1st round chinean with shueu ru-----lose
2nd round chinean with shyan jing---win
3rd round chinean with ying duo-----lose
4th round chinean with chia ti--------win
haha..
so i win 2/4
and my ranking is number 3...
XD...
then i go fence with yingduo
and i lose again...
TT.TT
chia ti fence with shyan jing and injured her leg
but..
she still can win shyan jing..
lol...
hahax..
then i went back and went to the horse show..
haha.
so many people..
afterwards..
chiati sms me and told me i got 2nd...
muahahahahaha...
so happpy......
=)

4/6/09

2009-06-04T22:23:00.000-07:00

wake up and play piano as usual..
after a while,ah mah ah kong ah ee and liying came,,,,
mum brought liying to bandar baru and pierce her ear...(of course i follow them..XD)
but when we reached there,she cried!!!
just imagine how pek chek and kekki i comfort her??!!
the whole supermarket's customers and staffs were staring at us!!!
oh my god!!!my image is gone...lol...
after that mum and dad drop ah gong and ah ma at lipsin
i went to tua ku's house and spent my whole evening doing what i don't know??!!Zzz
5.30
went to play football with hong yang,hong yang's friends and hong shen
one of hong yang's friend was very kiam pa!!!
he said,
what the fuck???
he thought that he is very clever huh??
*VOMIT!!!
after yih hoong came,he can't reached the goal anymore...
haha...
so syiok...
mum called and scolded me for playing football...
6.00
walked back to tua ku's house with hong shen.
we chat a lot.
actually,he hated that hong yang's friend too...
haha
after arrived tua ku's house,we played badminton...
haha...
ask for mum permission to go to gurney with ah ee.
we played in gurney and ate our supper there too..
i really enjoyed myself...
after that go to the opposite road and play there...
oh my god...
i played like a children there!!
blowing the bubbles and touch the bubbles lol...
haha...
childiish huh??XD
i wanted to stay overnight with liying and hong gym but dad didn't allow...
TT.TT
i cried....
because uncle is not going to take us to watch the horse show tomorrow but saturday...
i have fencing ranking on saturday...so i can't joined them d...
haizzz.
the other reason i was sad because i can't stay overnight with them...
lol...
not worth right??
haha..XD...
i'm still a kid that was very childish....
XD

duty khas

2009-06-04T22:16:00.001-07:00

1/6/09
went to school and reached there at 9.
start to duty at 9.30
my group leader is sueyi...
so...
everything's still good lol...
12.30
have our lunch but continued duty at 1
haha..
after that i went home at 3....

2/6/09
went to school again for duty...
hehexx..
yesterday she didn't come...
lol...
today i taught her how 2 wrap the table...
ahhaha...
i'm the SENIOR!!!XD
haha..
quite fun dutying with her...
l0lll..
just that she and her friend got A LITTLE BIT vain.....
hahahha...
XD...
quite enjoy myself during the two days...
i still love ws so much...
XD

26/5/09

2009-06-04T22:03:00.000-07:00

just finish chatting with eeveng.
it's easy for people to changed,isn't it??
eeveng and tzehuay really changed a lot...

She changed d..
she seems to hate me a lot.
but...
i don't know why...
is it that she hate me from the beginning??
or when??
i don't know..
should i just pretended that i don't know anything or just avoid her so that she won't be unhappy??

30/5/09

2009-05-29T22:43:00.000-07:00

from today onwards..
i won't post any post of her..
i want to let go d..
at last...
haa..
should my friends congrats me??
XD...
give up d..
really lose d..
i admitted it...
my heart is really broken that moment...
maybe i am really fated to be like this...
no one can change it...
i can just try to control myself for seeing her,talking to her,sms with her and so on...
i hope that she still remember our promise..
CANON IN D...
i wonderif i can still remember the melody...
long time didn't TOUCH it d..
hope that she'll remember it bah...
her birthday...

tagged by Poh Yi

2009-05-17T04:54:00.000-07:00

1.My Name : Tan Chin Ean

2.My Birthday : 17th August

3.Who tagged you : Sexy+yeng+pretty Poh Yi..XD

4.Name 5 best friends : don't have.XD

5.What do you wished for birthday : *her.XD

6.Happy things that happened recently : nothing happy happened

7.Most stressed about recently : Examination

8.What is your dream about future : i can die..XD

9.Do you have someone you like : Of course yes

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : ya??

11.Most happy to hang out with : friends

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : try to settle it

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : don't know.XD

14.What to do in Christmas : eating candies!!XD

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Santa.XD

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : nothing..XP

17.How many siblings do you have : 3

18.Favourite song(Female) : i will be..(recently)

19.Favourite song(Male) :huai4 ren2

20.Favourite Colour : Emo want-black & white & blue

21.Flush before using the toilets? : no??

22.Love me not? : yaya...wakakaka..XD

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : girls??XD

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : OH MY GOD!XD

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : ya.why no?XD

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : what's WC???

27.Who’s the bastard : don't know

28.What’s the current affection : i don't know

29.Ugly when asleep: no??XD..don't know.how i see it when i was sleeping?XD

30.Whats the time now : 2004

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : absolutely no!!XD

32.Weight : SHHH..it's a secret..XD

33.Weather today : cloudy

34.Are you pregnant : No.

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : slap myself and told myself it's not real..XD

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : enjoy myself?XD Idk

【People Tagged】U must do it!XD..if you're free..XD
1. Ke Huey
2. JLan
3.Vivian
4. Lai Teng
5. Black Cat

01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】： don't have..

02-【No.10 is a male or?】：don't have

03-【 The hobby of no.8】：don't have

04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】:don't know..

05-【The surname of of no.7】：don't have

06-【Does no.10 have a lot of friends?】: don't have

07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: I don't know

08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】：don't know

09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: don't have

12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】: PCGHS

13-【How do you know no.10?】: don't have

14-【Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you?】: don't know

15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】: don't have

16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: Ya...

17-【Like to be with no.3?】:ok lorh

18-【How do you think about no.7?】：don't have

19-【How do you think about no.9?】：don't have

20-【Do you love no.5?】：absolutely NO!!XD

NUMBER.
1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Sexy+yeng+pretty Poh Yi

2.How long have you known him/her : about 1 month??hahaXD

3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : ok lorh...XD

4.Your relationship with him/her : friends??senior & junior??XD

5.Whats his/hers hobby? : BADMINTON!!gua??

6.What do you think about his/her personality? : super duple Vain hahaXD

7.His/her points of importance in your heart : don't know..haha

＊1st thing before sleep : close my eyes

＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : open my eyes..XD

＊Your idol : so many larh.

＊Favourite season : autumm i think??

＊Worked part-time before? : nope..

＊Times worked : no

＊Country that wanted to go the most : no..

＊Personality hated : sucker...XD

＊Are you a crybaby? : of course no..

＊You laugh alot? : ya??i think?

＊Do you like to go out alone? : sometimes

＊What time will you wake up if it's a holiday? : 9-10 i think

＊Today’s weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: Cloudy

＊Choose between Friends and Lover : Freinds

＊Choose between Chances and Fates : Chance

＊Are you narcissist? : don't know

＊Is this questionnaire long? : of course!!

＊How to make yourself feel better every time?: EMO-ing..XD

＊Favourite food : so much..

＊Do you like ice? : yaya..

＊Are you full of happiness? : no?

＊Who are the friends that you care the most? : Alot

＊What's the most important item in your bed room? : My boster!!@.@

＊Most consistent dream at sleep : fail in my exam..XD

＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : maybe?

＊Whats the meaning of life? : eating and nothing else??XD

＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: don't know??XD

＊When do you hate me? : bo hate u before...haha...

＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: no??haha

＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : I don't know

＊Favourite cake?? : so many types

＊Can we stop this game now? : yayaya...so hope that.XD

＊Do you like sardines? : no.

＊Who knows you the best? : I don't know

＊IQ higher or EQ? : Both also not high..XD

＊Computer or Mobile Phone : Phone

＊Prefer to sleep or play? : sleep

＊Friendster or Facebook? : Friendster

＊Whats your wish right now? : As happy as a clown..XD

＊Tired? : Quite

＊Favourite drinks : don't know

so damn sienz and bored..XD

15/5/09

2009-05-15T22:42:00.000-07:00

today wake up at 7.30,go tuition...
after that go to school cause ws agm...
so sienz...
12.40 only have my breakfast+lunch..
during the ws agm,got 1 f1 ws d d stick with sally!!!
(she is just percubaan)
yesshhhh
geram nia...
she sits beside sally and with those ajk??!!
what the fuck!!
shit nia....
it's not that i jealous her or what k???
after recess,we go to the hall and arrange table..
she said to me:'不是这样排的..'
walao eh...
now is u senior or i am the senior huh???!!!
u is kiam pa hor??
if u are my junior...
i'll kena u kena ka cham cham..
just wait and see....

i stay back to help the form 4s although many people had gone back...
Luckily i stay back haha...
i helped many form 4 to choose and arrange their exam table...
she is more hardworking and better now...
haha...
just little bit childish nia...
can't blame her.
she's still a gina right??
hahahhahahahah...

13/5/09

2009-05-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

today when i get into the class,our monitor is distributing the class photo to us..
then the whole day the class is busying to get others signature...(including me)XD
i think eekim them are hiding something from me..
but of course i don't know what's that....
i think that is something bout POHYI...XD...
during recess,i saw her...
and at last she saw me...
i asked her:'ponteng arh??'
she said:'bo larh..i so guai..'
that's all we chat about...
few right??
but at least better than no merh?
right??
after that we went to stadium for pjk..
the teacher UNDERLINE didn't come..
yasodha take her place...
me and lee carmen played bsb together...
my leg is pain again??
i think it haven't recover yet...
guess it really need a long time to let it fully recovered...
after school i saw her twice...
once she saw me and other time she didn't saw me...
should i be happy or sad??
maybe it's time for me to let it go???
=(

LOVE???

2009-05-14T06:51:00.001-07:00

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast.

It is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.

It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
But rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trust,
Always hopes, always perserveres.

9/4/09

2009-05-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

i just visited her friendster just now...
she said that she changed d??
but.
i don't know why she changed and how she changed..
i was trying to avoid her so much
and pretend that i didn't saw her when she stand just right in front of me..
i waited so long for her to talk to me...
but..
she didn't do that...
she just pretended that she didn't saw me...
but if i think she didn't saw me,i am bluffing myself...
i wanted to leave a comment to her...
i wanted to talk to her..
but i swear to myself that i need to control myself for being appears in front of her...
what am i going to do now??
i don't know...
maybe i need to pratise my canon in d...
and record it then i'll send it to her during her birthday...
but i am not sure...
that time...
will she still remember my promise....
i am not sure whether she'll still like that song...
i become very weak in love...
should i give up and let go??
i think i should...
but..
i will be regret right??

i feel like i am going to die!!!
if i am dead then i won't suffer so much...
i won't let my friends and family to worried bout me correct??
if i am dead...
i don't think anyone will knew it??
maybe i need to go silently...
to avoid it to become a serious thing...

8/5/09

2009-05-08T23:28:00.001-07:00

at last today i pass up my sejarah projecy...
PHEW!!!
then during english period me and my friends went to see the KP English....(KP=KAYPO AND KIAMPA)
XD......
what cheow(jia*) mei ling....
we ask her why she demerite our 8 marks then she said:"
u all suppose to pass up your books on thursday then friday morning i go and collect...
if i didn't saw your books there i won't accept it anymore..
i know the other department is different but english department is different larh.."blah blah blah...
it's unfair!!!!
how can we pass up on friday morning...
and how we know u collect the books on friday morning???!!!
siao eh....
geram and kekki nia....
gila punya orang....
i think u should be carefull
abo i will go and calar your car!!!
go die larh u!!!!
shit nia!!!!
after that i go to settle the fencing cuti k eh problem...
pn. lim wanted to give us the slip at the beginning but when the stupid+fool chan bee chu told her something,then she don't want give us d...
haizzz....
one problem haven't settle down yet another problem is coming....
so frust...
when i was in form 1...
the things are not so serious...
but now??
haizzz...
i so miss her....
but i can't tell her and i tried to avoid her so much...
when she stand in front of me,
i pretend that i didn't see her....
is that enough for her not to avoid me???
i don't know...
who can tell me that my reaction is right or wrong??
but i think no one will answer my question...

7/5/09

2009-05-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

today i duty updk and someone go there and wanted to print some papers for her sejarah project...
she's a updk too...
haha...
actually i should be printing those papers for her..
but that's my 1st time printing..
so the teacher print all that...XD
26 papers!
while dutying i curi curi go out and buy a packet of tomyam chicken....
shhh...
don't tell anyone...XD
after dutying,i have my lunch in canteen..
i waited that for so long...
sorry to my stomach...XD
i saw pohyi and when i saw her she seems like angry me aneh...
when i smile to her and she didn't reply my smile too...
i met wenchien and joey and i asked them how's the audition..
then they said they are safe for the next round..
i really hope that the can perform in the concert larh....
after that i moody and emo for the whole day...
just because i thought some1 angry me...
XD...
but my zhi1 jue2 is wrong again....
TT.TT
so sad...
this is the 2nd time my zhi1 jue2 wrong d...
haizzz...
maybe the mistake is i am too sensitive??
i don't know

4/5/09

2009-05-04T18:23:00.000-07:00

it's monday again..
i went to rumah sukan as usual...
chia ti don't want bother me again..
is it i am too bad??
i don't know...
we went to stadium...
i didn't have the mood to play...
then i thought wenchean angry me d....
shuting go and ask her..and she says no...
i don't trust it at the beginning...
then when she talks to me then i know she didn't angry me...
wakakaka...
so happy after that...
then i went to sal lab with shuting and zhipei....
they were so funny....
haha
after that i knew a very hiong de kenyataan...
wenchean is one of the ftc's members!!!
she were so shocked when she know that i knew bout ftc...
haha...
after that i went to stadium again...
to see the updk's item...
i sang heartbeat by leehom....
haha
cikgu mohammad naim says that pohyi is very nakal when she is form 2....
then i told him now no more d...
ehhexD
she grows up d...
then he agreed with me....
i saw kehuey and she says hi to me....
hahaha..
today is quite a nice day...
but when i think bout her i am down again...
pohyi talks to me after school....
she say : hey your leg ok d???
it's a very swt question...
=.=
haha...
i have the rong2xing4 that she talks to me...
hahah

My !st competition...in IPOH

2009-05-04T18:11:00.000-07:00

1/5/09
i went to ipoh today at 10 in the morning...
after that reached there at 12.30 because the driver drive overshoot...
haha
then so geram...
the hotel like u want to take scary movie eh place aneh...
geli nia...
the lift is like antique eh lift!!
when i get out of the lift,i felt that the whole world is like ....Zhen4 dong4!!
haha...
enjoy ourselves...doing projects and eating titbits...XD

2/5/09
today i woke up at 5..
after bath,busying switch off my friends' alarm clock...
lol...
after that we went to the competition venue...
so sienz...
don't know want to do what there....
after that i saw people's playing badminton...
so i borrow the racket from them and play...
quite syiok...
at night, we have our dinner at kinta mall....
eating MCD!!!
it's so DELICIOUS...XD
we went to jusco and i bought 1 packet of cola lolipops...
and 1 packet of hacks....

3/5/09
today is weiqin's birthday....
he said that only two of his friends remember his birthday including me...XD
haha
i wish him happy birthday and hope that all his wish will come true bah...
XD
today is my competition day...
i think i am very keng...
when i play with my opponent,i get 3 and she get 8!!
after that we have 1 mins break....
after that break,i chase until 11!!!
and she get 15....
so she is the winner...
ahaha...
but i still think i am very keng...
XD
btw..
it's a quite good competition...
i have many experience now....
haha...
XD
so happy living with my friends for two night..
*although i need to wake up at 5...
hhaaha
but i can still see their chou3 yang4 when they're still sleeping...
wakakkakak....
XD

29-4-09

2009-04-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

reached school at 8 then chat with kahfong,eekim and xiaowei...
after that we play match with pohyi
while playing that something happened...
i think if some1 visited my blog..
she'll tell us....
hahahahaha.....
but it's quite a nice and happy day....
discuss with chiati,shueuru,khernee what to bring to the competition in ipoh....
it's coming soon....
my friends...
please wish me good luck bah....
thanks...
XD

28/4/09

2009-04-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

today is exam day,double valentine's day and my dear brother's birthday,,,,
here i wish him :"happy birthday my dear brother..hopw u are handsome always...XD"
then today before school i sit the table beside pohyi and her friends...
when i saw them exchanging report book ka very syiok and want to mao4 qian1 i really laughh out loudly...
ahhaa
after school i went to fencing...
coach d d tell us want to be disiplin larh...
blah...blah blah.
so sweat
we get new mask ramenand new body wire....
so syiok!!!

27/4/09

2009-04-29T09:08:00.001-07:00

play bsb this morning although i just sprained my ankle....
haha...
after that, went to disiplin room and take the slip from ms pow....
she said i need to write a paren's letter to her....
after that i went fotografi...
after fotografi i help zhipei,shuting to fill up their water.....
after i finished doing that,it is 1.10 d....
i run up the staircase and some people shout up and says my leg is sprained is fake??
haha...

24/4/09

2009-04-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

today khernee told me that when she saw me yesterday,her smile on her face was not as sweet as before and she seems like avoiding me....
i told myself...
i will try to vanish in front of her.....
so she no need to avoid me so hardly.....
is that enough for me to let go and forget???
i don't know....
after school,her friend told me that they can't reply me because they have many things to do??
but i think it's just an excuse for them to avoid me......
why u treat me like this???
do u really hate me so much??

26/4/09

2009-04-29T09:03:00.001-07:00

I am so tention and panic today...
it's left one and half day till exam...
i scared that i can't pass in the exam....
if i can't pass how??
i don't know.....daddy d d liam me....
i think if he continued to liam me...
i really will fail in the exam...

wasted

2009-04-29T09:00:00.001-07:00

my life is wasteed...
why the god wants to create me as a human??
I don't understand....
in this world..
i am just a rubbbish....
after using me,people will throw me away....
this is the funniest thing in the world....
maybe if i am dead, no one will care and realize my appearence??
maybe i am just the air??the dust??or the microorganism???
in front of them???
i don't know

22/4/09

2009-04-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

today wake up early and went to shool and saw pohyi is playing bsb...
she seems like just let all her juniors to play and let them shot the basket to add their keyakinan??
she's really a good ketua...XD
but i'm not her rumah...XD
but my rumah de ketua also not bad...XD....
almost same friendly as her...XD
just that my rumah have a people who is very kiampa...XD
left 6days till exam...
so panic and scared i won't pass in that...

18/4/09

2009-04-29T08:50:00.001-07:00

18/4
go to school saw jaslyn and hui min
hui min so funny...
she wants the attention from the teacher Chew Yee Soon(cys)XD
then i go krs and i wore slippers so can't marching
after that i saw pohyi and ahdu...
hahax...
ah du bandage haven't take out yet
don't know will she go to the rumah bo....
i visited ftc's blog
but...
when i leave a comment there,
i accidentally wrote my name...
ARGHH!!!!
after school,i ate 3 ice-cream AGAIN...XD
i HATE chermaine!!!!
she keep talking bout JLAN in front of yuanwei!!!
geram nia...
kekki....!!!!!
my mummy took me to mcd after tuition!!!
soo syiok!!!

2 days

2009-04-13T20:04:00.001-07:00

12-4-09
finally i talk back to yijun..
so glad...
haha..
she told me many things ..
finnaly we chat like friends..XD
chat with kehuey today she knew me earlier d..
haiz
i am so shi bai until she knows me i also don't know...
haiz...
but is is still a happy day....
To the one who visited my blog:

this is a nice song..
please leave some comments after u all had listened it...
thanks

13-4-09
today quite a nice day??or a bad day??
i don't know
i just know that basketball have comepetition...XD...
haha..
i played bsb this morning..
so syiok...
the junfan,wenchean,ahtu and felicai so good...
so glad to hve them as ajk rumah merah...XD
chat with pohyi ...
haha...
she not as lx as someone...
she's so friendlt....
i smiled to kehuey but don't dare to look whether she got smiled to me bo...
XD
am i weird??
haha
absolutely....
XD

lol???

2009-04-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

11-4-09
i am so glad when i finished marching..
but,still need to duty
ARGHH!!!
the duty's so sienz...
today saw she puts her hands on that girl waist..
angry?or sad?
i am not sure bout my feelings..
i just know when rou ning let us rest eh si,
i ate 5 ice-creams although i am still sick
maybe i am stubborn,but i just can't control myself
after sukan,suddenly someone tap on my shoulders..
i was so shock when i saw her but immediately when she tap on my shoulders she turned around and walked away....
after that,u sms with her
actually i want to ask her why she tap on my shoulders buy i scared the reply will really hurt me..
what a joke??
maybe i need to be stonger...
when i sing 说好的幸福呢 i really cried....
maybe i am very stupid??

21/2/2009

2009-02-21T04:14:00.000-08:00

today my mood not bad...
taken joshua,liongmingchang,timothy,nagle and many more people eh picha....
so excited..
hehex....
not only that....
still got lenglui gok....
XD....
sooo syiok!!!
XD...

20/2/2009

2009-02-20T03:57:00.000-08:00

shyan jing told me that she angry me....
but i still don't know why...
maybe it is my character???
or what??
can u tell me???
i am very suffer k???
don't fool me d larh...
please....
i beg u...
sometimes good 2 me....
sometimes tell people about all my things???
why???
can u tell me????

17/2/2009

2009-02-17T04:25:00.000-08:00

long time didn't update my blog d....
XD...
very busy recently...
i will not be in school from 2day till thursday....
XD....
because of fencing....
XD....
the fencing competition is so interesting larh...
malaysia boleh!!
malaysia win in men's apee...
yeah!!!
congratulation 2 him....
hahax.....
we are so proud of him....
XD

29/1/2009

2009-01-28T17:30:00.000-08:00

phew...
at last daddy listen 2 us!!
hehexD..
he is coming back from ireland!!!!
hehexD...
so happy!!
^^
today i need 2 study my sejarah and geografi d....
haizzz......

22/1/2009

2009-01-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

2day i talk 2 teacher n change place d...
i change 2 in front of de teacher...
jz 2 let u b hapi..
soo stay hapi^^
except 4 b4,i wnt talk things bout u n her d...
if i say tiok anything wrong,oso wnt gt any guan xi wif u d..
soo u no nid worry soo much..
i wnt snatch her frm ur side...
i wil control myself nt 2 luv3 *her*...
at laz i tried it...
bt if i cnt do it..
hope u all dun blame me...

17/1/09

2009-01-17T08:54:00.000-08:00

2day b4 go sch. go c doctor..
de doctor giv mi a mc..
bt i stil go sch...
at laz i lewat...
stupid mui hui theng mark mii lewat!
hmph...
de gotong-royong 2day vry syiokz...
1st time so enjoy doing gotong-royong..
XD...
hehexD
bt my leg stil vry pain....
haizzz...
cnt walk too long n too faz too...
haizzzz...
T_T

16/1/2009

2009-01-16T06:08:00.000-08:00

haizzz...
whole day dunno thinking of wad oso..
vry keliru..
haizzz...
diz evening when running 100m eh si...
my leg kena hurt...
shit nia!
haizzz....
jz cum back frm fencing...
de teacher siao mia....
let mi dun do de wad wad things..
bt cal mii 2 do launch 4 300 times....
siao mia...
shit nia!

2009-01-01T19:47:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Jlan...

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. Name the persons you tagged.
chiao yen
ee veng
tze huay
bing
xin ci(mummy)
vivian

2. Describe yourself in one word.
stuborn

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
The one I love

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
dunno??

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
no reaction cz dint

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
take care of urself

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
ntg

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
no??

9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
my handphone n purse..hahax

10. Long distance love ?
no??

11. Best place to cry?
in room alone...

12. Who do you love the most?
no ppl

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Don't have

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
maybe before..Now don't have

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
dunno...

16. The last person you had a beer with?
dun hav

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
hong shen.hong yang n his frenz

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
4gt d...

19. The last person you hugged?
dunno....

20. The last person you yelled at?
dunno oso...

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
nope!!

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
ystrdy...my mum dun let mii hang out wif frenz...XD

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
i wish 2 see arron n fahrenheit!!!!!!!!!!
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
2 whr arron goes....
XD

25. Are you old fashioned?
no. i love simple wear

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
love...

27. Five facts About Me:
moody
lazy
lov 2 ply bsb
stuborn
help my frenx =]

28. Five things that scare me:
ntg...
XD

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
越来越爱
only...

30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
gtg...
hahax.....

30/12/2008

2008-12-30T03:41:00.000-08:00

2day ok nia lur....
nt soo bad mood lar...
go 2 butterworth by ferry walk de ferry lar...
go there wan meet daddy....
afta reach de other side.....
gt ppl wan fetch us n go....
haizzz
lost de 1st chance 2 sit rapid.....
haizzz....
afta dat go jusco!!
i found de big apple!!!!
hahax....
except gurney.....
bought 2 donuts....
4 mii!!!!
den stil go eat bak kut teh!!
hahax....

25/11/2008

2008-11-27T03:20:00.000-08:00

whole day go quensbaymall....
hehexDD...
watch storm rider d....
nt bad ler....
ply ding ding de shotting games....
stil go n ply de drum de.....
hehexDD
after dat go watch movie and eat....
meet tiok zoanne....
stil meet tiok z-yin ming hui and other krs de senior..XDD
hehexDD
soo hapi whole day....
bt use tiok many $$....
T___________T
heehxDD
in december ....
i nid 2 study d....
giv tuition 2 ppl......
1week 2days 1hour everytime....
$30 nia!!!!
hehexDDD
my aunty de son mer......

保肤色

2008-11-25T05:17:00.000-08:00

保肤色

保肤色 in piano version

24/11/2008-25/11/2008

2008-11-25T05:09:00.000-08:00

hehexDD....
diz few days...
jz stay at home and watch 终极一班.....
yay!!
dats sooo nice......
hehexDD...
bt nt as nice as 终极一家......
hehexDD....
bcz of de left hand
cnt go fencing 2day......
abo nw i m at pykett nw d.....
hehexDD...
bt oso gud ler....
let mii rest....
XDDDD
let my left hand recover....
hope dat my hands wil recover soon.....
XDDDD
going 2 taiping zoo tomorrow......
going 2 quensbay mall on thursday....
hehexDDD....
bt after dis mayb i nid 2 study more hard....
cz DECEMBER cuming!!!

songs...

2008-11-17T20:22:00.001-08:00

dis few days listen 2 many songs.......
here's some......
hope u all lk it....
明天以後-林峰&泳兒

小酒窝-蔡卓妍&林俊杰

说好的幸福呢-周杰伦

SUPERMAN-倪子冈

14/11/2008

2008-11-14T17:39:00.000-08:00

haizzz.....
de laz day in school......
sooo many things happened......
1st i take cake 2 school......
den warden canteen tiok say wan 2 mo4 shou1.....
they bring mii 2 see pn chan......
bt i scared...
hehexDD
tiok cal hui yin pei2 mii go......
hehexDD
at laz our claz teacher tiok take back de cake n call mii 2 keep it in ppl's tupperware...
keko......
i tiok cut n de cake is soooo geli!!!!!
haizzz.......
den.....
go back eh si......
aunty gim ean de mom passed away....
T_____________________________T
haizzz.......
talk 2 jia ti in fencing....
her fencing sooo gud......
mii muz jia you in fencing.......
den fencing gt com. again.......
haizzz..........
go back home.......
dad cal mii 2 eat de rice.....
manazai....
i touch de plate wet wet de.......
tiba-tiba.....
gt 1 lizard run out!!!!!
ewww....
geli nia....
i shout den dad oso shout!!!!
kakaz.....
den afterwards.....
i tiok clean de table and all things on de table......
sad nia......
T___________________________T

13/11/2008

2008-11-13T07:24:00.000-08:00

2day soo sienz.....
ntg 2 do.....
take vivian books 2 return....
den de ppl say cnt find her books....
den go wif dem.....
after dat.....
go claz eh si tersempak tiok xue xia's dad......
he cal mii 2 return de books.....
g there again.....
aiya.....
many times......
kathy dint dun bother mii d......
soooo hapi.....
*mummy* saw high school musical d.....
T_____________T
haizzz......
ntg 2 say......
no comments =.=lll
bt kh approve mii d......
she's sooooooooooooooooooo pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
saw tiok she ply bsb......
nt bad wor....
her skill......

11/11/2008

2008-11-11T04:26:00.000-08:00

2day no mood...
dunno y.....
whole day sad......
heheXD
everyday same de....
carmen oso dint bother mii.....
take de spbt de books vry syiok.....
although my hand stil pain......
jz found out kehui's fs.....
she's soooooo pretty!!!!!!!
kakaz.....
ev de fs oso found d.....
hapi^^

爱一人

2008-11-10T17:33:00.001-08:00

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

10/11/2008

2008-11-10T17:11:00.000-08:00

2day xue xia's mum cum our school..
she says wan 2 huai2 nian4 xue xia.....
soo sad....
haizzz....
carmen dunno y angry mii...
if angry mii ma tel luu....
stil ignore it......
haizzz....
T______________T
tiok demerit by de warden cantin.....
haiya.....
1day nia happen soo many things.......

7/11/2008

2008-11-07T05:34:00.000-08:00

2day buy new watch,new headphone and make new spec..
sooo hapi....
bt use sooo many $$.....
T___________________T
hehexD
dunno wad 2 say.....
whole day mi headache....
haiya....

6/11/2008

2008-11-06T16:18:00.000-08:00

2day wait hy wait ka ki siao!!!
say 11 wait her in foyer....
manazao.....
11.57 she reached!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY!!
den we go 1stop....
she wan buy 篮球火电视原声带...
i say wan 2 buy present 4 jia yi 1st....
den we go buy present
after dat go buy 篮球火电视原声带
hehexDD
de stock habis d....XDD
we go mcd...
yu4 tiok tze theng and kai ru....
after dat go back n giv present 2 jia yi.....
only think tiok 4get 2 tear off de price!!!
haiya....
suakz d....
duno she lk it anot....

5/11/2008

2008-11-05T05:23:00.000-08:00

2day exam finish d....
sivik do finish after 10 mins
stil gt 50mins...
i ma sleep lu....
manazai....
sleep til wan 2 pass up eh si oso dunno...
XDDD....
after dat....
many ppl vry hapi....
bt i dunno y i cnt feel hapi.....
carmen nw cham wif their gang liao....
dunno....
vivian oso angry mii....
haizzz.....
shan ying tiok slap my hands til vry red....
i call her 2 do de......
lk dis mayb my sadness will reduce???

31/10/2008

2008-10-31T05:40:00.000-07:00

2day kiam kiam cry out......
chinese de passage li2 ti2
T________________T
ho cai is paper1 add paper2...
abo i tiok die d......
haizzz......
sooo cham......
stil dunno hw 2 berdepan wif her.....
i dunno wad 2 do ler....

28/10/2008

2008-10-28T19:43:00.000-07:00

2day....
my hand sooo pain T_______T....
stil nid 2 arrange table 4 de f4 de student.....
after arrange dat...
go back 2 claz...
my hand dou3 soo much......
sooo pain T____T.....
cnt rite too much....
recess time go ply bsb....
manazai none of my ball go inside there....
T_________T

28/10/2008

2008-10-27T19:11:00.000-07:00

many days dint update d....XDDD...
hehexDDD.....
my hand stil pain T_________T.....
use $$20 about dat....
bt no use....
sakit hati T____T
haizzz....
dunno wad 2 do .....
haizzz.......
wan 2 exam d....
nid 2 work harder d....
btw...
hope all my frenz do their best in dis exam......
GAMBATEH!!!!

24/10/2008

2008-10-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

ply bsb bt hand soooooooooooo pain T___________T.......
saw tze huay ply bsb....
she is sooooooooooooooooooooooo gud!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzz......
sooooooo many problem havent solve yet.....
sooooo sleepy Z.Z....
haizzz...
wan 2 sleep d...
gud nite 2 uu.....

22/10/2008

2008-10-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

haizzz.....
no mood.....
jz caught rain n feel sooooooooo cold whole day....
hehexDDD
i m soooo glad during pjk...
hehexDDD
e2a de ppl snatch de bsb court wif us.....
mii n my frenz all pia.....
hehexDDD
shoot de ball dun stop...
kakaz.....
at laz they cnt tahan n go away...
soooo hapi :P
dat meanz....
we K1H is de WINNER!!!
hehexDDD

21/10/2008

2008-10-21T16:47:00.000-07:00

ho cai de donation de thingz gao dim d...
abo stil vry vry confused....
heheXDDD
i draw a guitar as de advertisment...
hope de bi4 ye4 kan1 de ppl wil print nicely ;P....
whole day sooo sienz....
cz ntg 2 see....
ntg happen in skul T______T
bt in maths period de teacher ki siao....
she see k1i de ppl plying *football*....
den tel their teacher....
their teacher cal them 2 go 2 padang n pick sampah...
haizzz....
kesian hui qi,yu4 wen2 nia....
de stupid wan ling.....
all her fault!!!!
if she dint started it...
hw can they played???!!!!!

20/10/2008

2008-10-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

haizzz.....
a tiring day.....
duty almost whole day......
recess time eh si oso dint eat....
jz go n solve de problem bcz of de donation T___________T
nvr mind....
kakaz.....
go back claz eh si hy buy thingz 4 mii 2 eat.....
soooo hapi ^^
bt....
aiya.....
jen shuang??? jia yi??????
haizzz....
soooo hard 2 do decision wan 2 pass 2 hu.....
i say wan 2 pass 2 jl bt jy say i dunno her.....
i cnt imagine wad is de reaction of jy if she noe i noe jl.....
T_____________________T....
i dun dare 2 think bout dat.........
nvr mind....
i use 1day 2 collect rm80 d!!!!!!!!
hehexDDD
sooo proud....;)

19/10/2008

2008-10-19T13:59:00.000-07:00

2day....
vry buzy day.....
haiya...
reached home nia go sleep d....
soooo sleepy....
dint even eat my dinner T________T
haizzz.......
my hand vry pain..... T____________T...
soooooooo pain......
haizzz...
monday cnt ply bsb d....
promise cheressa 2 do de exercise....
nvr mind......
hehexDDD
i can ply it recess time;).....

18/10/2008

2008-10-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

haiyo....
2day go tuition.....
ho cai jy dun noe i noe jl yet....
abo i kena.....
jz cum back frm dinner.....
sooooooo full.....
bt vry nice luu....
gud....
especially de ice cream....
haizzz.....
saw tiok li sin sooooooooo slim.....
T_T....

17/10/2008

2008-10-17T17:16:00.000-07:00

haiyo...
2day vry sienz......
7.45 wake up...
den go tuition d...T_T....
go 2 skul....
den gt dutyT_T....
wana die d.....
soooooooo many thingz 2 do......
monday stil wan 2 arrange de table 4 bi4 ye4 dian3 li3.....
after duty ....
chewchie scold us.....
cz duno hw 2 arrange de tableT_T
i 1st time saw her sooooooo angry ler.....
hehexDD
after skul go fencing....
den cheressa teach us de smtg lk drum de tempo.....
i learn ka ki siao......
den go home eh si wanna use com oso cnt....
stupid bro using it...T_T....
den i fone jl see stil nid hw many ppl.....
manazai.....
she is riding de motorcycle n raining....
haizzzz......
i hv done a mistake again....
i hate myself......
den i ask kher nee cal her 2 ask liang yen.....
xin ci say wanna cal kher hann...
if kher hann dint go....
she wnt go....
haizzz....
hope they can go ler......
T_T

16/10/08

2008-10-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

haiyo...
2day go skul nia vivian say she cnt go d cz her mum dun let.....
i wait hui yin n she pei2 mii....
i cried againT_T.....
den i fast fast go find ppl 2 de trip 2 ganti vivian....
eh si eh......
heheXDD
den gt many ppl say go home n ask 1st.....
sooo hapi^^......
manazai.....
after some period nia .....
vivian tiok say.....
eh...i think open d.....
i wan go d....
i wan faint when i heard dat......
waste my energy 2 call soo many ppl....
T_T.......
nvr mind ler.....
hehexDDDD
stil very hapi.....
2day she soooo funny...
kakaz......
see tiok her nia tiok ti ti laugh.....
hahax....

15/10/08

2008-10-15T06:20:00.000-07:00

hehexDDD
2day de teacher change place wif mii n my frenzT_T....
cnt cal tiok any ppl join de trip ler.....
wan die d...
haizzz.....
exam is cuming d luu....
nid 2 work harder....
jiayou 2 all my frenz
GAMBATEH!!!

14/10/08

2008-10-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

2day i siao siao ki.....
sot sot punya.....
hehexDDDD
b4 skul laugh til b4 recess den i stop d.....
i saw de key chain dint put bside her pencil box....
i tiok rite some quotes in my frenz de paper....
my frenz ask mii izit i siao d???
after high..after down...
i oso dunno.....
i dun understand myself....
haizzz....
tiok demerit 2marks.....T_T.....
stupid nail...
i hate it!!!!
T_T

yesterday

2008-10-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday is my frenz de burfday......

MyHotComments

hope u b hapi alwayz^^ 三校....
hehexDDD

hapi^^

2008-10-12T20:25:00.000-07:00

haizzz.......
ask my mum 4 de permission 2 go 2 kl d luu......
she cal mii 2 ask my dad....
i nt dare......
den she ask.....
haha......
sooooooooooo hapi!!!!!
my dad let mii go!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^
bt nid 2 study n ply piano better...
T______T......
bt nvr mind......
hehexDDD
gt go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dead...

2008-10-10T17:00:00.000-07:00

r u afraid of dying???
if it is, u no nid 2 afraid bout it ....
cz....
every ppl wil die 1 day.......
so...
no nid 2 afraid of it.....
at de 8th of october 2008....
i lost 1 frenz...
she is gone nw....
den...
she is only 13 yearz old...
she is die of a type of sickness bt de doctor oso duno wad is dat.....
so......
r u afraid of dying nw????

my frenz

2008-10-10T16:58:00.000-07:00

in june, i noe her……

she is kind of friendly dat time…….

soooo friendly until i cnt control myself 2 b fren wif her…….

after dat day…….

i almost everyday go n find her…….

bt nw….

our friendship is gone………

mayb we r fated 2 b frenz 4 four months…..

i jz wan 2 say…..

whoever u r, u r my frenz….

b hapi^^